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I must, "I should," or "I have to" are limiting and self-sabotaging words. Use "I would prefer to..."

"When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace."
Jimi Hendrix

There are no lost opportunities; you didn't "miss the boat." Boats come to port many times.